So, I was diagnosed with an internal hemorrhoid 8 years ago. I have been bothered on and off by them since. Within the past couple of years, I’ve had more itching and more discomfort when I go to the bathroom. Some days I’m fine and some days it’s more bothersome. About 5 months ago, I noticed a lump after I went to the bathroom, but probably within a half hour I could barely feel it. I now notice this lump right before I have to go and right after I go – it then subsides. Is this an external hemorrhoid or would this be considered internal? On rare occasion I do have bleeding after going. I have had no change in bowel habits. I’m 30 years old. I have an appointment next week with the doctor and I’m really nervous about it. Have you ever had this symptom with a hemorrhoid?

So, I was diagnosed with an internal hemorrhoid 8 years ago. I have been bothered on and off by them since. Within the past couple of years, I’ve had more itching and more discomfort when I go to the bathroom. Some days I’m fine and some days it’s more bothersome. About 5 months ago, I noticed a lump after I went to the bathroom, but probably within a half hour I could barely feel it. I now notice this lump right before I have to go and right after I go – it then subsides. Is this an external hemorrhoid or would this be considered internal? On rare occasion I do have bleeding after going. I have had no change in bowel habits. I’m 30 years old. I have an appointment next week with the doctor and I’m really nervous about it. Have you ever had this symptom with a hemorrhoid?

So, I was diagnosed with an internal hemorrhoid 8 years ago. I have been bothered on and off by them since. Within the past couple of years, I’ve had more itching and more discomfort when I go to the bathroom. Some days I’m fine and some days it’s more bothersome. About 5 months ago, I noticed a lump after I went to the bathroom, but probably within a half hour I could barely feel it. I now notice this lump right before I have to go and right after I go – it then subsides. Is this an external hemorrhoid or would this be considered internal? On rare occasion I do have bleeding after going. I have had no change in bowel habits. I’m 30 years old. I have an appointment next week with the doctor and I’m really nervous about it. Have you ever had this symptom with a hemorrhoid?

So, I was diagnosed with an internal hemorrhoid 8 years ago. I have been bothered on and off by them since. Within the past couple of years, I’ve had more itching and more discomfort when I go to the bathroom. Some days I’m fine and some days it’s more bothersome. About 5 months ago, I noticed a lump after I went to the bathroom, but probably within a half hour I could barely feel it. I now notice this lump right before I have to go and right after I go – it then subsides. Is this an external hemorrhoid or would this be considered internal? On rare occasion I do have bleeding after going. I have had no change in bowel habits. I’m 30 years old. I have an appointment next week with the doctor and I’m really nervous about it. Have you ever had this symptom with a hemorrhoid?

While I was staying at my grandparents’ house, my cousin invited me to come over to hang out and play video games because he knew I would be bored. I’m 15 so I can’t drive so he came to pick me up. He is 23 and a few months after graduating college he moved into a halfway decent house provided by the old man he is currently in a farming partnership with. At first, we just played video games. I suck at video games but I still had fun. After about a half hour he got up to go to the bathroom and when he came back, he had his shirt off complaining about the "damn overactive furnace". After a few games he asked if I minded if he stripped to his boxers. I didn’t care and I did the same, I felt comfortable with him and it was pretty hot in there. Shirt and pants in a pile on the floor, I plopped back onto the couch next to him. He had a big smirk on his face. I asked what was wrong and he replied "I think it’s time to teach you the facts of life." I’m an only child so I had no brothers to teach me about masturbation and such. He has no siblings either, and he wanted to be there for me because he said he wished someone could have been there for him. We talked about sex and he offered to give me some masturbation tips. I’ve been masturbating for years but of course Im open for new techniques and advice. We both took off our boxers and he provided lube and showed me some stuff. He told me about the stuff he’s done with his fiancee and asked what I’ve done with my girlfriend. I haven’t done anything with my girlfriend, because I’m afraid to get her pregnant, plus I think we are too young. When my cousin heard this, he complimented my decisions and then he offered to "relieve pressure" by sucking my dick. I let him and it felt great. He spit the semen back on my cock and jerked me off until I came again. He got up to go clean off, but I grabbed him by the elbow and asked where he was going. I wanted to return the favor. I sucked and jerked him. He had a bigger penis than me because he is fully grown. It tasted weird but I gnored it and kept going. He had nice smooth balls,as his fiancee had shaved them. It was fun and I didn’t feel guilty like I do after watching porn sometimes. I’m not gay because I would never do this with any other man. I look forward to our next meeting (still unplanned) Because it is a good way to relax and relieve sexual desires towards my girlfriend. I feel safe and trust him not to do anything stupid and hurt me. I know to stay away and tell an adult if he does try to hurt me, no matter how embarrassing it can be. Should I keep doing it? Any advice? Is this considered incest, even if we aren’t going as far as to sleep together or do any nasty anal stuff? Thanks in advance!