hey ,,
alright, um this is embarrassing, but whatever. it’s been about two weeks that i’ve had an external hemorrhoid. during the first few days, it hurt, and ya. but now, it doesn’t hurt as much. i wanted to buy preparation h, but i’m too embarrassed. i tried asking my dad, but it wouldn’t come out. i went to the store, tried picking it up, but like i was waaayyy too embarrassed, so yeah. i’ve started eating more fiber. i excersie every day and yeah. the pain has kinda gone, but the hemorrhoid itself is still there, but whatever. that’s not my main concern as of right now.
ever since i’ve had that external hemorrhoid, i haven’t been able to use the toilet properly. like i’ve only went to the toilet 3 times in 2 weeks… that’s not good. normally, i go like every 3 days. now, it’s really hard for me to go. like, whenever i have a bowel movement, i fart :S… omg this is sooo gross and embarrassing, but yeahhhh. like i fart a lot, but i can’t let my stool out. i’ve tried so many times, but i just can’t. if i strained, it would go out, but i don’t want to. straining worsens hemorrhoids. that’s why i can’t do it. if i didn’t have hemorrhoids, i’d strain, yeah. but now, because i’ve got this condition, i can’t, because i’m scared it’ll worsen things and i just can’t endure the pain of having to go to the doctor and get a sugery and all. i can’t buy anything… no medication… no enema… i’m way too embarrassed. i’m 15 and i haven’t given birth, by the way.
help me, please… like is there anything i can eat? i heard prunes, pears help?

