I think this may be a thrombosed hemorrhoid? Its very embarrasing and I was just trying to figure out what it was and if anybody has had this before,,,if so will it go away on its on with some medication or will it need to be removed?

I’m trying to cure internal hemorrhoids. I used water that was too hot, for way too long and burned myself in there. What is best for a scalded anus and rectum.

Also I have suffered with bowel cancer and have recently had a radical hysterectomy and 85% of my bowel removed. My life is devastated. I have 2 small children and I have still cancer remaining. Approx 4 doctors failed to find this as I have had extensive tests but none of them found this. What should I do. I am 43 years old and my family and I have suffered immensley. I just want to to know what is the right thing to do. I feel that it should have been found much earlier. My symptoms of this dates back to 2001.